Well, work has been really fun, but exhausting also. School is as busy as ever, but I'm doing pretty well. Having a lighter class load has really made this semester run a lot more smoothly. Looking forward to being done, though. Emotionally, I'm doing better, still a bit of a roller-coaster sometimes, but finding a more even keel. Still hard, but life goes on. At the moment, I'm just trying to keep myself open and enjoy life without pressure and worries. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. I have days where I definitely feel more defensive and that bothers me, because I can feel myself wanting to hide away, but I'm getting better at dealing with those days, and they're becoming less frequent. Thanksgiving this year is going to be a bit sad, its just my parents, grandmother and I. I'm going to miss all the family gatherings, whether its tomorrow down in Petaluma, or Saturday at my parents'. Oh well, that's how it goes sometimes.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving, and I'll write more later.
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Understandable; it's just me and the boys for Thanksgiving this year. It was really quiet. And we had to do all the work ourselves :-p
ReplyDeleteI find focusing on enjoying the right now has made a difference in my attitude most days. I forget my worries about the future and celebrate what's right with the world.
http://video.aol.com/video-detail/celebrate-whats-right-with-the-world/3709549105