Well, everything -except- the case for my mom's computer arrived yesterday. The case will hopefully arrive today and I can get this silly little guy built and running for my mom. Its going to be a fun build, and I'm really looking forward to getting my hands on it today, hopefully the case won't arrive too late into the afternoon.
In other news, I made an amazing discovery last night which I will detail more in a post later, I'm hoping to share what I found with someone, so I'm not going to blab too much right now.
Yesterday was a tough day early on, for a number of reasons, but I feel a lot better about my friendship with Nicole now, so that is very good.
Trying to extricate my heart's feelings for Nicole, while retaining all my drive to be romantic, to care, to express emotions, is proving difficult, but time will help with that, I'm sure. Until then, I'm just trying to keep my heart from shutting down like it wants to. Its like poking a sea anemone. My heart has endured so much pain, it very much wants to close itself off and feel no more, but I don't want it to. That pain is well worth the experience of living my life the way that I am, its worth it for all that I've learned about myself. I'm not going to lose that.
Thus, trying to extricate my feelings for Nicole.
So, here's to more good days and fewer bad days. To living life to the fullest, taking each opportunity and chance as it comes, and being myself, and holding nothing back.
Here's to a good life.
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